When I was in the hospital the staff was giving me a medication at night that I repeatly said, "What is this for?" I was told at the hospital and at rehab, "It is to help you relax and sleep". So, not having much control I took it.
During much of that time and even when I got home, I truly could not get control of my emotions. I was on edge, cried a lot and sometimes for really nothing. No matter how much I tried I could not get a handle on it. I finally out of desperation looked up this medication. I was shocked at what I read. This drug was used to treat Bi-polar patients. I was and never had issues with this. I asked the visiting nurse and the physical therapist why would I be on this drug. The therapist was shocked. She has 2 autistic kids and told me that this was a very powerful physcotic drug.
I then went for a follow-up appointment at the surgeon's office. They had no idea that I was on this and said, "Well sometimes when you are in ICU the drugist at the hospital pharmacy makes decisions on what may work for you at that time." That is not a good sufficient answer as far as I am concerned. This drug messed with my brain. I know mistakes are made all the time, but when it comes to your own health, you do not want to be the one they mistreated.
The bad part of all this that I had to wean myself off of this drug and deal with nausea and feeling awful. I am on the other side of this, but it is a good example to share with you. Doctors, nurses, pharmists are human and make calls that may effect your health. Do not in way shape or form hesitate to find out what you are taking! Especially if you are feeling out of sorts and have unusual symtoms.
I hope that my experience may help you. You know your body. Do the research! It may save your life.
Fantastic post to share. Explains so much of what you went through after you got home. Still don't understand who and why they would've prescribed such a med for you. God truly has his arms around you! This is just another example of that. God Bless you always.
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